yadayadayada...kill,kill,kill...threat,threat,threat...

for some obvious reason i desperately needed a diary of any kind..except for the pink colour ones and the kind that says 'diary' in a funky-girly kind of way...they're just soo....eeergh...*spine tingles*..oh well...I'll get that diary if i have time to go out...now about the title...i just wrote that since there's no non-stupid and unlame title that i could think of...and i don't even think that you readers have an idea either am i right?? well...what to talk about...well...i spend the rest of this freakin boring day (as usual) playing Gemrey ( my retarded-one-string-missing-guitar) and i composed a song of my own...it's kinda simple...well..i know it wont hit the radio or anything like duh! i tried to find something else to do today but there was nothing in particular that i could do...oh did i mentioned that Laddy (my all-time-favourite basketball ball) was stolen from my grandma's house a few days earlier??? i guess i didn't...what's the big deal about it? well i spend 70 ringgit to buy that freakin ball for basketball practice...to make matters worst and more precise...IT WAS ALL MY MONEY DAGNAMIT!! see i have this thing with me that always tells me to use my own money to buy my own things...well..it was a really good idea since you wont be too worried about our parent using their money to buy things and make them start a lecture about saving-is-better-than-spending-on-something-that-is-useless(to them)...and trust me..you wont want to get you parents to start up that lecture 'cause that lecture can be agonizingly,torturingly,absolutely and literally LONG...you'll die half-way through the lecture...i was going to talk about something but the topic is lost in my giant imaginative mind...soo i guess I'll be updating some other time when that topic that i was thinking of comes back...

my life full off suffering and hate??? it's true enough...

hola amigos...well...i have nothing much to say this time...but i think this post would be long enough...whatever you guys think after reading this...well...holiday is ending in 2 weeks...i don't want it to end but i want it to end at the same time...this holiday just makes me think of my life...i realized its full of suffering and hate...I've been hating myself and other things i cant tell you about...and I've been suffering as long as i could remember from the starting of this year...i tried everything i can to change it...but it never happened...it didn't change even for one bit...it's as if I'm already meant to hate a miserable and unhappy life...i accept that...but it pist me off sometimes...even though that, i knew the fact that i couldn't do anything about it...since its god's willing that i have a life like this...sometimes i wanted to just...die...but i love my life too much to give it up just like that...i wanted to be special...i wanted to be different from any mortal of this world...i know I'm not that perfectly nice person...i lied before...and i did some other bad things in my life...because of those things i did....my life turned out like this...i don't care...i deserve it...i wasn't qualified enough to deserve happiness...nor do i deserve my dreams to come true...i only wanted one wish in my mind to come true...just that one wish that i know would change everything in my mortal and short life...i would like to tell you what it is...but...i just cant...i just have to keep it inside...that wish is really important to me...even though that wish would have big consequences...and bad consequences...i just want it...I'll be more than happy if it came true...and I'll wait for it if i have too...even if it takes me years of waiting...no matter what i won't let it go...

indian dancing and spongebob...

hola amigos, i have to ask you something...or atleast tell you...it's about indian dancing and spongebob...i watched nickelodeon and its the months of spongebob's spongebash...presenting the new episodes of spongebob squarepants...sooo almost every day they just show this addverticement about this indian guy giving to an indian king a present and it was a yellow sponge...then they all started danciing at an indian style spongebob theme song...i mean..it's redicolous...seriously..if you watch it you're going to laugh maybe...well i did...oh well im not going to post much today coz there's just nothing happened...soo chao!

The 2nd vacation of the freakin' holiday...

hey again...i guess this is my second post of the day...there's seriously nothing to do..ok i did watched iCarly on TV just now...but i kinda missed a quarter of the show...and now i just cant get the feeling to watch 'true Jackson VP'. the show is funny...same as 'drake and josh'. after that i tried practicing alittle basketball outside and i was planning to ask my cousins and brother to play with me but unfortunately it was going to rain since i saw grey clouds overwhelming the freakin' blue sky...and thunder rumbled too..soo i decided to just do some free throws and layups alone...and do a couple of tricks...well obviously im not that good...i suck on tricks...but im still practicing my skills though....wait a minute...What the hell am i talking about here??? ahahahah...okok lets just get back to the topic for today...ok, let me inform you that 2 of my Australian cousins are coming this week...only i dint know when it is...but my dad planned to bring the whole family to A'Famosa in Melaka this Friday and my cousins are coming too...soo the trip is going to be my 2ND vacation of the whole holiday..coz i have at least 2 more weeks of vacation until school starts again...and soo I'm just trying my best to enjoy whatever is left in this freakishly boring holiday of my entire life...sooo...i guess i should just be...aaaaa....ok i forgot What i was going to say...oh well just forget it...cant wait to meet up with my friends again when school restarts...i miss them SO damn much...even though it hadn't been forever...but hey...I'm a weird-and-not-so-ordinary teenage girl am i???

The truth about the word 'studying'...

do you know that the word 'studying' actually derived from the words 'student' and 'dying'?? its true...i just found out about it a few days ago soo to those who already knew about it please...no comments....ahahah....it's was totally obvious...no wonder us students hate studying...ahahaha...i think most of you readers know about this thing...darn it...im soo left out of the history of modern speaking!!! oh well...wht to do....soo im sorry i didnt post for such a long time...i've been busy dying of boredom for the past several weeks of holiday...to be honest i really cant wait to o back to school...but there's a part of me that doesnt...coz you know....my school just sucks!!!...oh well i cant honestly do anything anyways...i got nothing to do today...soo i thought i should just update this bllog and watch lost tapes on youtube...im just freaking my brother and my cousin just by watching it...i tell you...seeing thier reaction to the vids is really funny! while i watched it with only a slight fear...that's all...well i know you guys thought im-not-scared-of-nothing kind of person...but im not perfect soo i sometimes get scared like other people....ahahah...im going to continue watching lost tapes now....ehehehee....time to witness my cousin and brother's reaction...

gettin' ready....

hey guys sorry i didnt post for soo long...i kinda got caught up with my guitar..i've been playing it everyday since the day i bought it...and now my fingers stings...ok first of the things i want to say is im torturingly nervous about today's tae kwon do exams...im going for the black belt today and to get it...i have to break an inch thick plank...YAOUZAAA!!!BUt i am confident that i could do it...all i have to do is to believe in myself...and i do...soo now im just hangin out infront of the tv...doing nothing...well i cant post much for now..i'll post again later...wish me luck guys!!! hasta lavista amigos!

the leap of my dreams...

hey guys i wish you all a good day...alright i know...i kinda sound happy but i dint actually...i just sound that way but i don't really feel it...ok i finally bought my guitar...although it's just a secondhand acoustic guitar, it's still good to be played...yeap...that's the leap off my dreams...well you know I'm still waiting for my second dream to happen though i just thought off dropping it and throw it away in my dream grave...but...i'll just put the second dream a little lower from it use to be...possible things could be impossible...and impossible things can be possible no matter what soo i wont stop believing...i went to WangsaWalk with my mom today and bought the book called "diary of a wimpy kid" and it's really cool journal/diary type of story..just like vampire diaries...speaking of vampires...i bought another 400 page blank book to write enerblood on my point off view..you know...as if I'm the main character of the story...and i guess its easier for me to actually write it in my point of view...yea that's it...since i came to a dead end on the old version of enerblood..(which is a fighting scene that i can't really make out how to actually write it in an interesting way...) the thought of writing it all over again in my point of view just pop out and the thought of the book could be complete by the end of the year was really great with the idea...and i just hope it'll turn out that way...anyways...i wasn't planning on throwing all of my ideas on the old version out of the window just like a worthless trash...instead I'm just going to continue on writing it and ask my friends to read both of the versions and compare them if they can...oh and did i mention that i actually bought the guitar that I've been dreaming of?? uuuuh...yeah i did..ehehhehhe sorry about that..oh well i better get going and...uuuh...oh yeah almost forgot...to my best friends that went to the reunion...glad that you guys enjoyed your time...:)

2 nuns joke...really funnny!

here's a joke that my mom sent me from my email and its freakin' funny...hope you guys enjoy!!!


There were two nuns... One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM), and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent. SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It's not working. SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too. SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split.. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both. So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives. SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened! SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both,so he followed me SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then? SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could. SM: And? SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me SM: Oh, dear! What did you do? SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.. SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do? SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

SM: Oh, no! What happened then? SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down. And for those of you who thought it would be dirty,

I'll pray for you!

im okey!!!

Ola amigos!! whaddup??? ok you guys can complain that i didn't write for quite awhile....wait a minute...you cant!! ahahaha coz i just remembered i last wrote my blog a few days ago! isnt that funny??? well i know the joke doesn't even make any obvious sense...oh, well...who cares right...alright now lets get back to the topic today...i know you guys are wondering why the title of this post is 'im okay!'...well its because today, i didn't feel anything weird inside me...im totally a normal teenage girl happy with her life...im sooo glad...i, for the first time, didn't cause any trouble for the whole day!!! whoahooo isn't that great??? well i dont know if you guys should care about it coz i dont really mind if you don't but its a really gigantic deal for me...its kinda great to feel normal for the first time in this freakin' weird year...well...at least i get to feel normal just for awhile..i don't care if this is the first and the last time i will ever feel normal...maybe this would be the last time i would feel this way...the last normal day for the rest of my freakin'-awesome-exciting-weird-scary-dangerous life...well who cares...i absolutely don't care about it....much...you'll don't know the future...soo now im just saying that who knows wht will happen in the future....ookey..sooo yesterday wasn't that good..i got a stinkin B for English...i didn't take it that emotionally since i promised myself i wouldn't...but i was quite disappointed...since i never get a B for english before in my 13 years of school....oh well..what's done is done...i just have to forget the past now...next year is going to be a great and better year than this freakin' unamusing year....i have a good feeling..

the school ditcher does it again!!!

yes that's right....the school ditcher does it again!! I'm totally a school dither for the second time...muahahahahahahahaah....well..i really don't have the mood to actually attend school today since again i say...there's nothing to do...I'll die of boredom if i go....i really like that line..eheheh i don't know why....anyways...its currently 1.03 in the afternoon now...and I'm still in bed...well...to be precise i woke up at 11 am... then since my mom allowed me to bring her laptop here at my grandma's house, i just took my shower,ate my Snickers chocolate bar and straight away switched on the internet...well...thank go there's something for me to do...here in my not-so-private room....waiting for my friend to be online...and writing this post plus hearing music from my phone...oh yea..did i mentioned that Breaking Benjamin released their new album called 'dear agony' ?? well the songs in the album rocks!! like seriously...i never knew that they're this good..like really good...i wasn't their fan before...now I'm seriously am...the album is all about agony...since its called 'dear agony' all of the songs represent agony and sadness...one of my favourites is light's out. and god that song is SO extremely cool...its really suitable with the story vampire diaries...and yes i know...I'm addicted to vampires...i have to admit that...though if I'm not addicted to vampires...why in heaven's name am i wasting my time writing 'enerblood' for? am i right?anyways..this blog is getting too long..I'll be posting again if i don't know what I'm going to do later...

School Skipping muahahahhahahahah!

hola amigos! sorry i didnt post for sooo long...actually i cant remember the last time i posted before...oh well who cares....and sooo the final exam is over ( whoa hooooo!!!) and im totaly skipping school today...even though my math teacher is going to give out the math test results...and im soo freakin' nervous about it...another reason im skipping school today is because my brother and my other cousins arent going to school...soo i feel left out if i go to school..anyways...i know staying home would be much worst than being at school...but i want some relaxation today...and soo i'll just wait for my grandma to come back and we'll ask her to go out....(me and my cousin, syakir, i mean...) oh well..its currently 1.30 pm now...and i cant seem to find anything to do...coz...there's nothing to do...even the tv is all boring stuff...im just hearing music and all...onlining and everything necessary...im planning to write enerblood today...but i dont really have any ideas for the moment....i'll try to survive the boredness today...oh well at least im soo going to spend time with my mom tomorrow and go for tae kwon do training...

Paramore songs...pure poetry...

yea...most of their songs dont really rhymes like the other usual songs that people hear or enjoy...thats wht make them great and unique....well i dont know about you guys...but paramore rules my music mind....i like most of their songs like decode, crushcrushcrush, carefull,ignorance ,emergency and the other songs that i love...anyways...i cant wait for the holidays...i need some relaxation and happiness...or anything that i really need on this holiday...its exam week now and im suppose to be studying but im not...ehehhehhehe...and its final term...well you know me..lazy little cat that dreams of something impossible...but i wont believe something unusual and strange to happen to be impossible...i mean...this world is full of mysteries that humans never thought of its existence...soo anything and i mean ANYTHING is possible...even your nightmares can be your greatest course of destiny...well thats wht i thought though....and soo Halloween is coming in another 7 freakin' hours...even though i, as a Muslim, dont celebrate Halloween....i would like to wish to all you readers a happy Halloween and enjoy caring and pranking people of thier pants..muahahahahahahah...anyways...im turining in late tonight..coz im going oout shopping again with my mom and dad and my freakin' annoyin' lil' bro's...school was okey yesterday..it was math test day and lucky i had a serious brainstorm when i did it....if not i wont be able to answer a single question on the test paper...now im seriously worried about my b.m essay...its the worst thing ever!! and i mean EVER... plus another bad and agonizing news for me...as you know im goin to miss the last year's class reunion..now im goin to miss the happy time at the last day of school...AAAAAAAAAARGH!!! Oh well....atleast i get to see them for the last time of the year...alrighty then...this blog is getting to long....again i say..happy Halloween!!! and beware of the vampires and ghouls that will haunt your night MUAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAAH

look who's got a problem...

ok i have to admit....i dont know why i wrote that title...well i do have a rpoblem though...i need to decide whether to just forgive my friend sofiya, who really regrets on wht she did to me and my great friend hasya...well...i know im suppose to forgive and forget but this time...its hard...harder than i ever expect it to be..but anyways, i'll just go on and forgive her as long as she explain to me why she did it...the stupid fight has gone for far too long....and im sick of it...alright, thats the only problem i have to talk about...i know i didnt post for a long long long time already...its becouse i dont have anything to write about...thats because nothing interesting had happen...the magic is gone..everything is back to nomal...no weird dreams....ok scratch that...my dreams are always weird and always has been nightmares..now im sooo use to it..its more like the greatest entertainment for me in my sleep...yeap you know it...the wierdo's back from the abyss...ehehehhehe...anyways im running out of things to write about soo chao!!

What do you say when you start the day??

hey,hey,hey! hola my amigos! its been along time...yeah i know...well my dad started ordering me to not to be surfing the net in weekdays...well boohooo to me...wtv...anyways lets just get back to the topic we're talking about today...wht do you say when you start the day? me?? well...if the day is bright with the sun shining down towards me, i'll be whining " why is it soo bright?!?!?!" to the sky and hope that it'll rain...but when its dark and gloomy i'll say " thats more like it." like yea duh...dark is my favourite thing...anyways...i gues most of you logical people would just think...'maybe i'll start positively and have a great day'..thats like the usual answer and every radio announcer will say " start the day is a positive way!" with a girly cheerleader type of tone...eeeeergh....well...i dont have anything much to say this time coz there wasn't anything much going on at school nor at home...the same thing just happens....just the same boring and confusing life i have to endure....oh well...sometimes...you just have to pay the consequences of life...anyways....to all those people that thinks logic explains everything...let me tell you this... YOU GUYS ARE SOOO DARN STUPID,CRAZY AND IDIOTIC! LOGICNESS DOESN'T EXPLAIN ANYTHING! THINK ABOUT IT! there....eheheh i'll write again next time...adios donega delavega...(btw, imagen the pic is me....oh and that donega delavega thing...i just wrote that for fun...ehehhe)

the best raya ever...NOT!!

HOLA MY AMIGOS...well on last sunday way Raya day...and it was quite fun and emotional...like everybody cried when they're taking the money...anyways...i got about 300+ for this raya...though i spend the last day at my hometown write my head off...i even slept late when i was writing enerblood...i did it until my wrist aches but i kept on writing...hmmm...ok to be honest i dont know wht to write about today...and this year is the worst year ever....was it because this year the the year i turn 13...which is an unlucky number...or is it just me?? hmmm anyways im not that supersticious about unlucky numbers and all...but i think its just a coincedence...whatever...ok my cousins from Australia came and thier goin to be visiting KL this friday...and they will be goin back to Australia on monday...soo i gues we're goin out of the house alot starting from tomorrow night...and they're forced to sleep at 12 am which is about 2 am and their place...we're goin to shop our heads off...but not much for me..coz im not that shopping for clothes type of person..im more too shopping for books and shoes...ehehheeh...anyways...i dint do much at my hometown...we just visit houses and people visit ours...visit my grandpa's grave and everything thats necessary...the next day we did nothing except hangout...and blablabla...oh well...im going to relax myself and write enerblood...when i got the ideas...chao...

cousins from Australia...

good afternoon mates! sorry for the last shortest post i've ever posted....i dont have anything to write about since i already post alot of things in my diary...anyways...my cousins from Australia came.... suraya,the oldest one, got rid of her braces and she's taller than my mom now...amira, the second one, she's the same height as me..or so i thought...and last but not least, haris who is 12 years old and he looked like he was 13 same as me coz he's a few millimetres taller than me...everybody is currently at my hometown right now...haris has been playing with the kids...suraya...terrified by the movie ghost rider...i mean...that movie is just action...babies are watching it! anyways...amira looks a little drained of energy after thier loooong flight and today is the last day of the fasting month! Whoooooahooo! raya is tomorrow and cant wait to get the money...heheheheh...i thought of writing enerblood today but i dont have any ideas and the corwdness in this house is like...FULL....anyways,...thing i did today is just watched tv..talked with my Australian cousins..hang out...read..and play counterstrike for countless times..since its been along time since the last time i ever played that game...i currently suck at it..but its only a matter of time when my skills come back and start winning...there's not much i want to say for today...i'll post again later tonight or a few minutes later or anytime nesscesary...Chao!!

cousins from Australia...

the reason why im soo anti-social...

hola my amigos! i know its been such a long time since the last time i post in this blog,...i've been alittle busy posting my diary on another acount...eheheh nobody is going to know whts the link coz in that thing has a super top secret things about my life...well then lets get back to the topic shall we?? ok...it's currently the festive season and there's only 24 hours left for the fasting month...well..i dont mean that im excited for Hari raya to come though....the reason why im soooo darn anti-social is my family's habbit of insulting me...yup thats the thing...the way of reducing my anger before i really explode infront of my whole family is just keep a distance and keep my mouth shut...and the thing i hate the most in the festive season is when people started to come to my house...then my mom started to talk about me....the more she does that..the more i got anti-social and she balme me for it...sigh...i wish my life hadnt been this horrible...

What ever happens..i dont know...

helo my felow supernatural kids and humans that think logicly and never believes these things exist coz they're stupid! im here sad and wierd as always..just posting this blog with no matching topic..i mean WHO CARES!! wtv it is im seriously pist off! though like i told you before in the past full of secrets blogs.....im not gonna tell you what the hell im pist off at..its a top secret matter and you humans wont understand it anyways...alright lets just change the subject...talking about it or thinking about it just makes me explode...and i dont want to explode...alright lets just talk about today! well lets start at wht time i woke up...i woke up pretty late...about 11.45 coz i kinda waste my energy on being pist off since last night...i tried everthing i can to calm myself down....well i think you guys should be thinking this is the most regular thing for me to do and im still not use to it...the reason is coz i hate being mad...i just want peace and relaxation....and whenever im mad i just cant control it...everyday i waste my energy to control my anger...but everyday that control deceased and it became more and more harder to control...alright now im talking about anger again makes me more frustrated...sigh...well lets just change the subject...ok i dont know wht to do much today coz i just woke up an hour and 15 minutes ago and im still not done with my fuckin geo work yet and i have atleast 48 hours to complete it...thank god i only have to finnish up one more stinkin' part of that project...now im wondering for next year..i hope next year would be greater and my birthday for next year is better too....alright i admit there's just nothing much i could say today coz there's nothin i could talk about that wont pist me off....sigh..i just post again later today....when i have the mood too...

Who cares wht topic this is....

It's Wednesday now and i don't know why i feel alittle lucky and unlucky...mostly im lucky...i don't know what topic i wanna use today soo who cares what topic it is right?? ook as i was saying...the list of lucky things that happened is:

1.my geography teacher pend the due date of my unfinished project till next week.
2. my friend Anis helped me find some amazing ideas for my story.
3. the day felt faster than usual and school ended like nothing much had happened. which is soo cool..

ok i admit...there's not much of a lucky day....mostly unlucky but im seriously not goin to tell you wht the thing is...better forget the bad and remember the good...and soo i woke up late today..about 11.10 am coz i didnt get much sleep yesterday night..all because of my fuckin' Geo project..it's still not done yet...and im suppose to do it now but again im not in the mood and i forgot my Geo text book..( im torturing myself again) oh yea...thanks to my friend Anis, she helped me find a new name for a character in my story 'enerblood'.the name is Lyaris. and she got that from my own name...let me explain:

as you know my name is Alya Arisya..she got the idea from my middle name...
it started from the L-a from alya and ended it with A-r-i from arisya....

SO she combined the 5 letters and it became Lyaris...its a pretty cool and unique middle name...though im not sure if it is my middle name...anyways i like it alot...its unique and never heard of before...oook...it's currently 9.18 pm now...still totaly early and i really need to start my Geo work..but i don't know how the hell to do it soo i guess i should just start tomorrow....BTW to those who thought my name was Alex...its actually my nickname...but i would like it if some of you call me by that name coz there is ALOT of people that have the same name as i do...soo sometimes i get confused when people call the name...Ilya,my cool classmate, almost have the same pronunciation as i do...soo when people called her name...i thought they were calling me...soo....i think you know the situation...oh well this blog is getting longer than i thought..has'ta lue'ga amigos....Alexandra out!

the jonas brothers...a fan??

Am i a fan?? the same question just rotating through my mind..coz' i sometimes like their song..like the new one...give love a try...its really cool..and another 2 songs i like...tonight and paranoid...these songs are i best I've heard before...but im not a fan much....most you girls would be screaming their names if they ever perform in Malaysia....you know what....i dont even know why im talking about the Jonas brothers at the first place...im not a fan of them..but i gotta admit that Nick Jonas is a HOTTIE! he got dreamy eyes! and a beautiful voice.....not like Joe Jonas...he's such a macho guy...most of the girls are crazy about him....wait a minute....nobody is that crazy about Joe...mostly the crazyness just goes to Nick....yea....alright...im now officially 38.5463738% fan of the Jonas brothers....eheheheheh...ok...this is the first time i ever talked about artist in this blog....coz you know usually I'll just talk about fighting...killing...dreams...wierd stuff and anything that's necessary...this is the cause of boredness...since i feel like posting a new post...i tried to think of something to talk about...but my head was blank...then i decided to talk about the Jnas Brothers..coz i was hearing their song...sigh...im suppose to do my geography work but the thing is...I DONT KNOW HOE THE HELL TO DO IT! soo i just do anything i can now....im frustrated,bored and excited to go to school tomorrow coz im sick of sittin at home doin nothin...anyways this blog is gettin to long and im running out of ideas to write...oh well ill just post again tomorrow night...maybe..hasta luega amigos...Alex Out!

what's wrong with me??

Ola amigos...im back to write again since im S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y bored and i dont know wht to do....though im suppose to do my geography folio...but since im not in the mood...i decide to write this blog instead...(im just torturing myself..)..ok lets just get back to the topic...yea...something is definitely wrong with me....im starting to sleep seriously early!! i now...its not like you guys ever expect me to say...ehehhehe...coz its seriously unusual of me to sleep soo damn early like 10 pm...though to some of you guys it's pretty late but to me it's seriously early...late is like 3 am...but i never slept that late before...unless there's something seriously important for me to do...another thing thats wrong with me is...i think im becoming more feminine! AAAAAAARGH!!! i dont want to be feminine!! its soo wrong....well i just gotto except the fact that im growing and changing...oh well forget about that...another one thing thats weird is...for some reason....my dreams has become more and more realistic than ever....but only sometimes it happens...the others are like normal ones....mostly im enjoying the dreams no matter how wierd the dream gets...like i said in the last two post..dreams are just like a great entertainment to me...even nightmares....yea....im weird...the weirdest person ever and im proud of it! i did nothing fun much today....and NOBODY is online now....its sooo boring....oh well may be i'd better start on my folio before i have a MASSIVE amount of homework to do....later then...Alex out!

hmmm....im crazy!!

hey guys....as i always say in the starting of this blog...sorry i didnt post for so long..(though it's just been about a week). anyways..i just changed My blog template coz i got bored of the old one...its sooo plain borin'!and soo since i don't know what I'm going to talk about and now i do so just sit back and relax...(like anyone isnt or is) well i got a long way to go for my story 'enerblood'. i know..most of you guys think I'm not into the romance stuff...but people change so i like it a bit...and in my story, i decided to put some romance in there...since every story book i read,even adventure stories and what ever necessary, have romance in it..soo to me i think if you want more adventure in the story..romance is the way to do it...soo i thought that just a few love scenes would do...and most of the story are like fighting and killing coz' those things are my specialties. killing and fighting are dangerous right? but to me they're exciting and thrilling. everything that's dangerous or scary or violent, i consider it as a cool thing...like for a example im being watch by my enemies and im not scared about it...infact, im more excited and thrilled than terrifed or scared out of my pants.(i know ,most of you guys will think im alittle crazy or wierd but i am wht i am...its just how i role..).anyway this blog is getting too long...soo i'll post again next time...chao..

what's it like to have the freakiest dream...

hey guys....and dont complain coz of me not writing for a long time...like i said i just got to have th mood to write...so now i got the mood...oookey leets get back to the topic...wht's it like to have the freakiest dream....that's my question to you readers...have you expereinced it?...i know i have...it's freaky and freakin' awsome too...i dreamt of myself gettin' bit by a vampire...to most of you people....i dont think you guys ever dreamt of it...i feel like im the only one that got it...it was like wow...the momment the vampire bit me...i woke up...isnt that freaky?? well i dont know about you guys...but to me it is.....since a few months ago..my dreams had been a little bit crazy...i dont know why...hmm i guess its just my way of entertainment

The week of torture at school.....aaaargh!

ola my amigos...loong time no see....ehehehehe....yes...this week is th week of torture at school...yea everybody thinks very week of school is torturing...but this week is the most torturing week ever! the teachers expect the student to stand in the middle of two of my school blocks..in th middle of the day!!! under the damn hot sun for 15 minutes or more!!! ughi hat the teachers but i love the school...teeheee.....still though...theres another reason that this week is the most torturing week...the other one is...me and my classmate we forced to move our class at block E tha last building of the school that is waaaaaaaay back end of the school....do you know how tiring it is to go that far???especialy when the class is like at the top floor! ugh! all because of the PMR trials thats goin on for the whole week....and that means im forced to go up and down that block for th whole torturing week....ugh!!!! but there's always an advantage though....wait....there's no advantage! there's just disadvangtages of that building...aaargh!...anyways...today was a little okey...at first..until for some reason i lost alot of energy without any possibl reason....so i was wondering why....hmmmm...oh well...cant wait till friday.....okey today is just wednesday but its still about 48 hours till friday right?...uhuh...and fasting month is coming soo i summon to all muslims....Selamat Berpuasa!!!! have fun doin it!

best dream i've ever had!

hey guys whaadup my homies?? i dont know how long i havent updated my blog....but...i think its been awhile...since i dont have anything to do today...i totaly skipped school today...im feeling alittle dizzy today...just got well from a fever from the last 2 days....still there's a disadvantage of being sick and an advantage of being sick..ok lets start with the advantage of being sick...we dont have to go to school and hear the teachers babling about the students....the disadvantages...you'll get bored of being weak and unable to do anything....but i like to skip school today...coz its monday....and i hate mondays....though its goin to be extremely boring today....oook...back to the topic....yes i just got the greatest dream i've ever experienced in my life...the dream was my first fight! i'm totly not goin to tell you about the dream coz its sooo long it can make me tired to write...all its about is a fight....and i was the most realistic dream i've ever had....its realy cool...but too bad i cant enjoy it much when i woke up coz i wasnt feeling well...but its the greatest expereance....and its the coolest thing....oh well...today....such a boring day!!....but lucky i didnt come to school or not i'll have to work my head off! by the way...thats a pic of my best friends....all for on and one for all!

The worst day ever...but funny too...

Hey guys....yes,yes i know...i had'nt write this blog for a looooooong time....i just didnt have the mood to do so...okey...today was kinda fun and torturing...like i have b.ball practice today...and as usual since its friday....i'll wait for my great friend and head out to our fav. hang out...and eat and drink..the usual things we do...and its a emberasing day too...i totaly thought that i brought my school uniform to school...turns out....I DIDNT!!! so i was panicking infront of my friends...i was like ' where the heck is my uniform!!!??? i totaly remebered i put it in my bag!!' i was like screaming and lucky i brought my phone to call....turns out my uniform must have fallen off at home..and thang god that my aunt didnt go to work today if not....i'll be at school without any uniform to wear...though at first its like....realy unlucky...but when i re-think it...it was kinda funny....i turn to laugh myself...hahaha..yea its the most embarasing thing ever...oh well...today was kinda okey....not much happened...and i got 4 A's!! yay!!! im gettin better!! hope i can do better in the final exam...oh well wish me luck!!! hope you guys like my layout...its new...heee...peace ya'll!!

Never felt true happiness before....

hey guys....yes its true..i've never felt true happiness before....my life is a mess and theres alot of missery in it....i hate my life..but love it in the same time...i never knew how much i hate my family now.....i hate them...i hate them all..i realy feel like i want to run away...to go somewhere that nobody can find me...somewhere thats cool...and my kind of place....unfortunately...there's abslutely none....there is no where for me to go....no where to saty either....i wish that i have a real family....the family that cares...a family that understands each other...not like my family now....i HATE THEM SOO MUCH!!! i want to live y own life...full of wht i want to do and doing everything with my own choices...it'll feel good when nobody oders me around...the thing is i cant...i dont have the power....i dont have anything yet...sigh...i cant belive i have a miserable life....i guess its just fate....maybe im just chosen to endure it....and i dont think i can....i just need somebody to care about...somebody to care about me...and i got one...i got a person that carees about me....protects me...,and im trying to return the same thing to her....she's like my sister....my favourite sister....and i wont mention who it is....but...if anybody who reads this....maybe certain somebody will know who im talking about....

gosh!! my life is changing....

hey guys....i know...its been awhile since the last time i update this blog...and yea...my life is totaly changing....for now its not totaly changed into a new one that im expecting..its just changing alittle...well any teenager can change i mean....nobody stays the same right???? and anyways...i just wrote the topic coz i m blowing my head of for thinking wht to talk about in the blog of mine here....and again now im doin nothin just watching tv...and waiting for my friend to come ONLINE!!! and i know she is having trouble downloading her ym but.... OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SHE CAN ALWAYS USE HER YAHOO MAIL CHT!!! SHE JUST DRIVES ME CRAZY!!! she used it one y cant she use it again??? sheesh...short term memory lost i think....well anyways i watched the news and found out that MJ a.k.a micheal jackson is DEAD! ok i admit im not a big fan of micheal jackson...but one of his songs are cool enought to actualy entertain me....well he is a respected gentleman...and a king of pop...everyone in the world loves him......i mean the aldults though...the teens and kids these day never like 70's songs right....well i only like it alittle bit if im sick of hearing these modern songs...but he was a great singer and has alot of respect from all of the cool modern artist...and all the big no.1# fans cry when he died.... and man...the news kept on goin for 3 days! Y IS IT SUCH A BIG DEAL FOR THESE PEOPLE!!!!???

Im trying to cheer up my friend alex.....

hey guys..yes it true...im trying to cheer up my imagenary friend alex....she's feelin' anxious lately coz her true love hasnt been on...she's worried....and by the way....the story that i told you guys about in the last post was pretty much about alex herself....she is waiting with a bleeding heart...she waited in every moment pass by....im trying to cheer her up...by playing her favourite song called touch my hand ...but i guest i made her sadness worst....im sooo sad watching her sad....she loved the guy,that i wont tell you his name,soo much..like in the story in the last post,they are like a THING....like seriously...everytime they talk they'll say "i love you","i realy miss you","i realy wanted to see you if i could.....only we are seperated by different demensions" and all that sort of things that lovers say when they meet up....im also waiting for my friend zai...im wondering whts keeping her from being online on ym.....well who knows right..but i think its because of connection problem or something wrong with her comp.....but i text messeged her phone,but no reply...the reasonable explanation is....she maybe out of phone credits....hmmmm....yea i think thats the reason...but im soo anxious of seing alex in torture....well...ill keep on trying to make her feel better...since she's waiting with her bleeding heart....her heart aint strong enough to fight or do anything...i just hope no assasins try to kill her or try to release black ash again too...hopefully you guys comment on this....i know im kinda old to have an imagenary frind...but...wht can i do right....its my life anyways.....a life that's changing every second ......

She's waiting with a bleeding heart

hey guys...i came again to write this blog...ok....about the title of this blog...its just a story i thought of....well it just came into my head...soo i guess i would like to write the story here...its not too long anyway....just a preview....i think...ok the story is about two vampires fell in love....but they were saperated by demensions....the first vampire,who is a guy,named damon lived in a place called xuizon....and the other,named alex,lived in a place called gairon....they both fell in love through a connection...only i dint figure out wht that connection is...hee...soo they both were like a super couple...they loved each other sooo much....alex was a king...and damon was a gaurdian vampire....soo....its almost everytime...alex get hurt badly because of a war...she had to fight with her soldier...and then she got badly hurt....damon was worried about her condition, but alex said 'dont worry i'll be fine..' while she's not....her twin sister...named dawn....was also worried about her...she knew that alex has a badside that they called black ash...black ash gets stronger every minute...soo after alex had recovered....she's been connecting with damon alot...she loves him as damon loves her....damon loves her eventhough alex was the most inhuman vampire king ever existed.....damon knows there's goodness in her...and soo they keep on loving each other untill one day a were-rat came to alex's kingdom....she fought with it...but her necklace that she called the blood dragon was destroyed....then after that black ash was free....alex wasnt alex anymore...she was black ash...dawn was determined to save alex....but the thing that was disturbing her was...she hass to stabe alex's heart in oder to stop black ash...well she gotto do wht she gotto do..sooo dawn stabed alex's heart....alex lost alot of blood...that made damon worried about her....but he knew alex will be okey....alex's heart stoped 4 times...and dawn kept on trying to make her sister's heart work again...after a few hours....dawn succeded...and soo alex live...and kept on loving damon....ok thats all i got in mind this time...i realy dont know how it came to my mind....but i need you guys to comment on this one...need to know how good this thing is.....let me know y'alll...

Fierce night ever....

Hey guys.i know its been a long time since i ever wrote this blog..about a month ago...i think...well...i didnt havge the mood to write...soo...i cant write..have nothin to write anyway.....soo ok...my anger was like a nuclear bom waitting to explode...well last nigh was the worst explosion of anger ever....my body started to shake....my hands vibrate...and i think my mind was like...destroyed...it took me about 2 hours to calm down..well the combination of my nuclear anger bom is like...worriedness..anger..sadness...and the famous and greatest ingredient...frustration...soo i blew up....well i didnt actualy blow up like infront of my cousins like" AAAAAAAAARGH!!!!" i mean..they'll think im crazy or something..screaming without a reason...speaking of reasons...you guys must be wondering y last night was the most fierce night ever...well the reason is....is...is....nothin....hah! still i wont tell you about it,.,...ok fine im worried about a friend of mine....she's not well...soo...you know...(fake reason..)hah...anyways...i realy cant stop hearing the song called gravity hurts by neils brinck..the song is just soo damn awsome....new divide too...oh oh...and nickelback gotto be somebody..o yea...and crashed daughtry...oo yea onther one..ummm...wait...i think thats it..all of the songs are awsome...the song gotto be somebody is a song for me and a great friend of mine named....somebody you dont know.....yup...you know it,...i wont tell you he name of my great friend...if i did....some of you will be jelous....and i dont want that to happen dont i??well...atleats its my song...my blog so i can write wht ever i wish....heeee :)...just cant wait for my best friend zai to come back....coz...there's something my friend misses....and you dont have to know about it....peace yo! Hope the pic will freak you out....

writing my book all over again...heeesh!

hey guys...i think you guys already know about my story enerblood...well guess wht...im gonna write again!! yay! seriously though its not funny at all.this is soo damn torturing...well after i read my best friend 's book,her sentence was even better than mine soo i figured that i should write enerblood all over again to make it even more interesting.. well some of the ideas came from a book i'm reading called vipers kiss most of the names of the places in enerblood is from the book..about there's 2 names i got from vipers kiss..or is it?? nono its about 3 names that cought my attention...

1.Arvin
2.Zelia
3.Elion salvator

ok i admit..its only to..i came up with the name Elion but salvatore is the names of another author..he wrote a book called exile.yea...i think this new enerblood is gonna be a hip pop star one day...thats my dream for the enerblood saga...oh yea i forgot, i didnt mention about the other episodes...well since i got alot of imagenation in me...i decided to make 5 eps. the first ep will be..ofcourse enerblood...second..the sorcerer's revenge..third fearless...fourth dark war...the fith....well i dint realy made up mind about that one...yet...soo tomorrow i'm goin to sofiya's house and study together coz its exam week soo i'd better get ready if i wanna score this exam...and im gonna spend about 3 hours in sofiya's house..the next one hour im gonna help her write her story called chosen 11...and she's gonna help me write enerblood..its as if we're story writing parters...and soo..well nothin...just wondering as it is the usual part of my life..its kinda normal for me to wonder alot now..my life is just a confusing,complicated,cool and exiting combined in the same time...the things i got confused...my life gets alittle complicated,then when i think about it..its kinda cool and exiting..(i dont know if you guys ever understand this) well...i think ill write another post in the holidays..

how much music can affect my personality...

Suspicious.curious.confused...the three things im feeling for the last three months of this year...okey,....im getting a feeling that everybody is well wondering whats the reason im soo mysterious now...(well it depends on wht you guys think of me now..)soo back to the main topic...okey the thing is...there is alot going on in my life righ now...and when ever i hear a cool music...wait...i mean eveytime i hear a music...the music affects my personality...like this song called inner universe...its a japanese anime theme song..and that song makes me feel powerful and mysterious....i know..to some people..they think its amazing...some think its wierd..awkward...freaky..scary..aspecilay scientific people..damn how much i hate them..no offence in who ever read this blog....soo yes...my expresion changes when ever i hear a song...another example is the twilight score soundtrack...its called i know what you are..it makes me feel alittle evil and mysterious...sooo let me get this straight...when the music sounds mysterious,my expresion changes to mysterious...get it??i know you guys do..i think in my case...maybe a few people in the world have the same abillity like me...an expresion shifter...thats wht i decided to call myself....my kind of person...i dont know y exactly my life is full of mysterious things...scary things...and my life is flouded with secrects that i've discovered and the ones that i didnt yet...soo now...the only thing that makes me wonder is myself..the real me inside.....and you guys wont be able to know..or want to know about the real me inside....and nobody does....except for my great friend knows...oh well...im just trying to relax right now..im going to watch a movie tomorrow afternoon...X men origins..(aww man its going to be awsome!!!)yaaawzaaa!!

Seing my great friend misrable makes me misrable..

hey guys..i know..i wrote 3 blogs in a week...its realy unlikely for me to write soo much...(its the first time i ever wrote alot in my life since i created this acount...and boy i cant belive my past post were realy short!!!)well it depends on the busyness of the day...if im not too busy ill wrote 3 times a day if i wanted to..if im totaly busy..i wont write even abit! not even a singgle word...well anyways i always get the chance to write one blog anyways...hookey bac to the main topik here...today we are going to talk about seeing a great friend misrable makes ourselves misrable..like duh who wants to see thier great frind misrable?? only a selfsentered person doesnt care about thier friends feelings...even myself i hate seing people misrable...its like breaking my heart to a million peices...then i cant think about anything but my great friend who is in a very misrable condition...like seriously...its kinda hard to concentrate on my studies...realy hard!! and when you look at your friends eyes..wel..someof you readers here dont know how to look in thier eyes in wht going on in thier mind..but i can..i can look in thier eyes to see if thier misrable or not...sheesh...im realy anxious now about my friends...aspecialy my family in the imagenary world...im soo damn worrie about them..coz of my reincarnation not complete yet...ugh!! it'll complete in wht..another 3 days!! i dont know if my kingdom could stand it without me!!..sigh..soo damn worried..well..anyways i got a test to get ready for...im taking part on an exam from australia!! can you belive that?(like duh ofcourse you can!)i dont know if i can even face it..but anyways my tuition teacher said that just try it out...soo ill just try it out...lol...hookey...im soo damn bored for today...even though today was kinda a great plus boring day in combo....hmmm wonder wht am i gonna do next....oh well...ill post another if i have time...hasta luega amigos!!

never get to do anything for now...

hey guys..sorry about the last post..again..damn how much i have spelling errors in there..sheesh..soo anyways im soo pisted off at alisya and everyboody in the group..its a magezine making group..our english teacher ask the whole class to enter the competition..and they wanted to,well,do an article about beauty..which i dont even care or into it..soo i just agree to enter thier group..soo they get too serious about this thing..i dont even care about anything they do so..when the do all the work i stayed at the side and shut my self up...then they just like to yell at me coz i dint do anything...like duh wht am i suppose to so anyways..all they think about is beauty...all i think about is nothing..soo i get pisted off just now at school because of alisya said im kinda anoying...so what??if im too anoying to them then why the heck did they pick me to be in thier group?? am i right? sheesh...sometimes i hate hangin out with them

sometimes i even hate to be with them too...darn how much i hate them ....especialy hamidah..she is soo girly girl..ugh!! i cant even stand her for another second!!ugh!!well thats it to let go of my anger for now..and guest wht...last thursday..i thought i was the only one in the class dint come to school..turns out..there was soo many people got fever...that was soo damn awkward...in that day..i chated with few of my friends..alomost all of them got fever..i was totaly,well,shocked ofcoarse..what else right??lol...and man how much i cant stand it when my brother showed his leg..no i mean toe...he was injured alittle.. the blood was kinda frozen and he wont stop showing it to me..you know how much i cant stand looking at blood. it makes me thirsty..and i dont wanna kill my own brother..i mean who does right??for now i just need to stay away from blood..before anything happens...and soo thats all im gonna post for now...the end..haha!

Life just gets even more complicated..

Hey guys..sorry about the last and the shortest post i've ever posted before..i was out of ideas and today was my cousins birthday so..about the post..i just got that form my mind...its not true..dint worry aboutit..im not going to change into a vampire..there is no such thing right?..hmmm..life just cgets more complicated for me...im facing more and more problems with my life...wel in kolazar(imagenary world..hope nobody would mind..i know its soo child like..)i got to war wiht my brother and sister..(imagenary too..)well i cant kill them coz they are my family ofcourse...and the only two members left..soo i injured them badly but my shadow gorgons save them..im a ruler for the sanguinarean kingdom...soo you know..the usual thing that we do there..war and war..then after that...my brother and sister came to the kingdom..and they dont want to be noticed...i changed their name to Tara and Lex...and soo we live our lives bac to normal...this oart of my life is suppse ot be a secret..but wht secret anyways right??its just a imagenary world..it doesnt mean that people dont have one roght??..ok bac to the main part..life gets more and more complicated when you feel like traped in a cage..when you feel everything you do is wrong too..and when you friends trun on you..thats whats complicating my life soo much..and there is something inside me that is making my life walk to the darkness..and i dont know y...im alittle anxious about my life now...and being wht i am inside..makes it a little bit wors..but im still learning...oh well wht can i do right?its just fait that god gives to every human ever existed...people think im matured...but im not...i have and imagenary world that proves that im not matured just yet...hmm.oh well guest its unchangeable..

im confused by the world im entering now...

hmmm...everthing is making me wonder. im gonna be a vampire in 4 or 5 moths in time...i still need to know anything about the new demension in entering in a few months time..the onyl thing is im still waiting..all i get now for my transformation is..well a normal thing for starter vampires...the urge for blood...that just normal for an upcoming vampire...anly problem is..can i walk in the sun??if i can that would be cool...if i cant...that sucks...anyways...im gonnna be a careful vampire..ill be feeding on blood like almost forever and for the rest of my life..damn am i gonna miss all that sushi..haahaha...sigh....ill post again after this...even its kinda too short..it dont matter to me.

Cant belive my team lost just by 1 stinkin point!!

UGH!!! cant belive it!!my basket all almost won today's tournament!!cant belive it...we lost by just 1 more point...well anyways...the clock was like waht...showing 1.8 seconds left!can you belive that....ugh! now im just sooo damn tired and most of the players cried coz we lost the game...if we;d won just now...we could've made it to the semi finals!well atleast we won the first game head on...we won by 22-2 with the opponents team....cool huh?well that is cool but losing the second round...thats the problem now
still cant get it over with....its tooo disapointing...the apponent that we'd faced was the darul ehsan school..man they are sooo damn rough!!hopely next year ill get better and win the next tournament...and tooo bad this was my first tournament
sooo disapointing....hmm what can i do anyways right?all of it is god's job....

Ain't gonna talk to the one who must not be named...

Nobody knows who much i dont want to talk to the one who must not be named...she is soooo gedik for some reason....ugh how much i hate her now..soo from now on i wont even look at her face for the rest of y life...i will pretend that she doesnt even exist.Thats better...nobody likes her now...i think she is like...realy shutting up after i scolded her.well its like heaven without her anywhere near my friends and me.She could just stay away and hang out with her gedik friends!soo anyways...today at school i was on duty on the koperasi room...i was hell busy.but atleast me and my partner farah got RM58 for selling tress balls and the other stuff that was on sale...andabout homework...i think there is nothin than maths homework...good...so i dont have to be busy all the time..i sure miss zai these days...its realy like nothin at school without her around...hmmmm...news in wireclub..ok let's see..i met a guy named joe...he is kind and smart too..he is a cowboy if im not mistaken..hehe...i dont know why exactly but i dreamt that i was a vampire 3 times...that means i am going to be a real vampire!! yahooooooooooo!!!.com...haha..just kidding but about the dream its totaly true...its sooo cool..cant wait till it comes true...so thats all for today....maybe ill write again in a few weeks or soo coz exam is coming up...soo scheduel is soooo damn tied up!!!

Just hangin out and freakin out for tomorrows friendly match

Damn im soooo freakin out for tomorrows friendly match...well its actualy basketball..i still need to practice on my right hand layup..i suck at it...i realy suck at it..now im just hearin music and making friends at wireclub.plus i cant stop hearing the same breaking benjamin so cold song over and over again.the song is super cooooooooooolll!!!!.wel anyways im just trying to write as long as i can oo today coz zai said my post are sooo short so im trying to improve at this..its been awhile since the last time i wrote this blog...soo thats why im kinda out of ideas...well..enerblood isn't finnished yet..i was sooooooo busy for the last few months of this year...nobody knows except teenagers know how suffering it is ...its torture i say!! today was cool enough...iwatch vampire knights and i think im almost in the last episode of the story..for some reason,vampire knights freak me out..the vampires in the story was TOTALY scary...with the red glowing eyes and the desire of the human blood pushing them...hoooh it gives me the chills..especialy when i watch the story at night..when im all alone in the room im in now(study room at my granme's house)and in the dark and alll...and blablabla....in breaking dawn im super jelous of bella getting red eyes..but i like it when bella tried to kill jacob....i hate jacob sometimes..that self-sentered jerk!!welll i think this blog is the longest i wrote sooo see ya and ill write some more next time...if i have the time...

the scent of blood is making me crazy!!!!

for some reason the scent of blood is making me crazy.....i've been waiting to bit someone in the neck for real and drink thier blood.but i cant im not a full fledge vampire yet...ugh!! nobody understands me...they just always think of the logicness of thier heads...today still searching for sanguilycans....need to destroy them or just make them as my slave or anything like that...if only i have the sharpest fangs and bit someone...i tried to control but sometimes i lost control of my thirst...for that i did crazy things to get blood....before i will ever turn crazy and fall to level E i will gain my controll...now i dont know what the heck im talking about!!gah!!!and this is becouse im soooo damn boring!!!!

a poem i wrote...

this is the poem i wrote...at first i thought its not even a poem at all.....turns out itsa poem...who knew?...


There is always darkness in brightness,
and there is always brightness in darkness,

good poeple wont saty good for long,
bad peoplewont be bad forever,


humans wont stay the same,
they will change everytime in life,
for now and always...

best day Evaaa!!!!

Monday was the best day evaa!!!! I went to Time Square Theme Park called Cosmo world..Its a realy cool place to enjoy and pump up adrenalin...well my uncle brought me there with the rest of my and his family..when we arived my uncle bought the ticket and we went in the theme park
and the first thing i rode was the bumper car..I chellenged my uncle on that ride who gets the most hits lose...then I rode the roller coster...that build up my adrenaline to the max...its too thrilling that it made my leg tremble even though the rides over...then we rode the other thrilling rides like the octopus....its realy cool too...only that when I rode it with my mom ,she screames while shutting her eyes...to me its not even scary at all..hahhahaha
anyways I realy had a greatest day..maybe im goin to ride the roller coster again next time i come there again...

same year same day

this year is the same year and a same day...spendin the worst or the best day ever....realy dont know what to do...and the boringness just show up everyday...heeessh...i have tons of work to do and plus alot of missions in my imagenary world.I read eclipse and trying to finnish it in 2 weeks.i dont think sooo.haha...not funny at alll...For some reason im feeling very mysterious..i dont know why...is it coz im a vampire??or something else?...hmmmmm...wondering...i am a vampire in my imagenary world..but still im still a vampire in the real world..hahah..i have the thirst of blood!!

what a day......

what a day today...i just joined the wireclub...a realy cool chat space...i met alot of people too....they make cht rooms...my favourite cht room was the cht room called hangout,club syd,girls club,and......ummm.i think thats all...they are realy cool...eventhough the people are all adult...hahahaha...soo i wish that who ever read this jouns the wireclub i garentee you will naver get bored......peace