the scent of blood is making me crazy!!!!

for some reason the scent of blood is making me crazy.....i've been waiting to bit someone in the neck for real and drink thier blood.but i cant im not a full fledge vampire yet...ugh!! nobody understands me...they just always think of the logicness of thier heads...today still searching for sanguilycans....need to destroy them or just make them as my slave or anything like that...if only i have the sharpest fangs and bit someone...i tried to control but sometimes i lost control of my thirst...for that i did crazy things to get blood....before i will ever turn crazy and fall to level E i will gain my controll...now i dont know what the heck im talking about!!gah!!!and this is becouse im soooo damn boring!!!!