writing my book all over again...heeesh!

hey guys...i think you guys already know about my story enerblood...well guess wht...im gonna write again!! yay! seriously though its not funny at all.this is soo damn torturing...well after i read my best friend 's book,her sentence was even better than mine soo i figured that i should write enerblood all over again to make it even more interesting.. well some of the ideas came from a book i'm reading called vipers kiss most of the names of the places in enerblood is from the book..about there's 2 names i got from vipers kiss..or is it?? nono its about 3 names that cought my attention...

1.Arvin
2.Zelia
3.Elion salvator

ok i admit..its only to..i came up with the name Elion but salvatore is the names of another author..he wrote a book called exile.yea...i think this new enerblood is gonna be a hip pop star one day...thats my dream for the enerblood saga...oh yea i forgot, i didnt mention about the other episodes...well since i got alot of imagenation in me...i decided to make 5 eps. the first ep will be..ofcourse enerblood...second..the sorcerer's revenge..third fearless...fourth dark war...the fith....well i dint realy made up mind about that one...yet...soo tomorrow i'm goin to sofiya's house and study together coz its exam week soo i'd better get ready if i wanna score this exam...and im gonna spend about 3 hours in sofiya's house..the next one hour im gonna help her write her story called chosen 11...and she's gonna help me write enerblood..its as if we're story writing parters...and soo..well nothin...just wondering as it is the usual part of my life..its kinda normal for me to wonder alot now..my life is just a confusing,complicated,cool and exiting combined in the same time...the things i got confused...my life gets alittle complicated,then when i think about it..its kinda cool and exiting..(i dont know if you guys ever understand this) well...i think ill write another post in the holidays..

how much music can affect my personality...

Suspicious.curious.confused...the three things im feeling for the last three months of this year...okey,....im getting a feeling that everybody is well wondering whats the reason im soo mysterious now...(well it depends on wht you guys think of me now..)soo back to the main topic...okey the thing is...there is alot going on in my life righ now...and when ever i hear a cool music...wait...i mean eveytime i hear a music...the music affects my personality...like this song called inner universe...its a japanese anime theme song..and that song makes me feel powerful and mysterious....i know..to some people..they think its amazing...some think its wierd..awkward...freaky..scary..aspecilay scientific people..damn how much i hate them..no offence in who ever read this blog....soo yes...my expresion changes when ever i hear a song...another example is the twilight score soundtrack...its called i know what you are..it makes me feel alittle evil and mysterious...sooo let me get this straight...when the music sounds mysterious,my expresion changes to mysterious...get it??i know you guys do..i think in my case...maybe a few people in the world have the same abillity like me...an expresion shifter...thats wht i decided to call myself....my kind of person...i dont know y exactly my life is full of mysterious things...scary things...and my life is flouded with secrects that i've discovered and the ones that i didnt yet...soo now...the only thing that makes me wonder is myself..the real me inside.....and you guys wont be able to know..or want to know about the real me inside....and nobody does....except for my great friend knows...oh well...im just trying to relax right now..im going to watch a movie tomorrow afternoon...X men origins..(aww man its going to be awsome!!!)yaaawzaaa!!

Seing my great friend misrable makes me misrable..

hey guys..i know..i wrote 3 blogs in a week...its realy unlikely for me to write soo much...(its the first time i ever wrote alot in my life since i created this acount...and boy i cant belive my past post were realy short!!!)well it depends on the busyness of the day...if im not too busy ill wrote 3 times a day if i wanted to..if im totaly busy..i wont write even abit! not even a singgle word...well anyways i always get the chance to write one blog anyways...hookey bac to the main topik here...today we are going to talk about seeing a great friend misrable makes ourselves misrable..like duh who wants to see thier great frind misrable?? only a selfsentered person doesnt care about thier friends feelings...even myself i hate seing people misrable...its like breaking my heart to a million peices...then i cant think about anything but my great friend who is in a very misrable condition...like seriously...its kinda hard to concentrate on my studies...realy hard!! and when you look at your friends eyes..wel..someof you readers here dont know how to look in thier eyes in wht going on in thier mind..but i can..i can look in thier eyes to see if thier misrable or not...sheesh...im realy anxious now about my friends...aspecialy my family in the imagenary world...im soo damn worrie about them..coz of my reincarnation not complete yet...ugh!! it'll complete in wht..another 3 days!! i dont know if my kingdom could stand it without me!!..sigh..soo damn worried..well..anyways i got a test to get ready for...im taking part on an exam from australia!! can you belive that?(like duh ofcourse you can!)i dont know if i can even face it..but anyways my tuition teacher said that just try it out...soo ill just try it out...lol...hookey...im soo damn bored for today...even though today was kinda a great plus boring day in combo....hmmm wonder wht am i gonna do next....oh well...ill post another if i have time...hasta luega amigos!!

never get to do anything for now...

hey guys..sorry about the last post..again..damn how much i have spelling errors in there..sheesh..soo anyways im soo pisted off at alisya and everyboody in the group..its a magezine making group..our english teacher ask the whole class to enter the competition..and they wanted to,well,do an article about beauty..which i dont even care or into it..soo i just agree to enter thier group..soo they get too serious about this thing..i dont even care about anything they do so..when the do all the work i stayed at the side and shut my self up...then they just like to yell at me coz i dint do anything...like duh wht am i suppose to so anyways..all they think about is beauty...all i think about is nothing..soo i get pisted off just now at school because of alisya said im kinda anoying...so what??if im too anoying to them then why the heck did they pick me to be in thier group?? am i right? sheesh...sometimes i hate hangin out with them

sometimes i even hate to be with them too...darn how much i hate them ....especialy hamidah..she is soo girly girl..ugh!! i cant even stand her for another second!!ugh!!well thats it to let go of my anger for now..and guest wht...last thursday..i thought i was the only one in the class dint come to school..turns out..there was soo many people got fever...that was soo damn awkward...in that day..i chated with few of my friends..alomost all of them got fever..i was totaly,well,shocked ofcoarse..what else right??lol...and man how much i cant stand it when my brother showed his leg..no i mean toe...he was injured alittle.. the blood was kinda frozen and he wont stop showing it to me..you know how much i cant stand looking at blood. it makes me thirsty..and i dont wanna kill my own brother..i mean who does right??for now i just need to stay away from blood..before anything happens...and soo thats all im gonna post for now...the end..haha!

Life just gets even more complicated..

Hey guys..sorry about the last and the shortest post i've ever posted before..i was out of ideas and today was my cousins birthday so..about the post..i just got that form my mind...its not true..dint worry aboutit..im not going to change into a vampire..there is no such thing right?..hmmm..life just cgets more complicated for me...im facing more and more problems with my life...wel in kolazar(imagenary world..hope nobody would mind..i know its soo child like..)i got to war wiht my brother and sister..(imagenary too..)well i cant kill them coz they are my family ofcourse...and the only two members left..soo i injured them badly but my shadow gorgons save them..im a ruler for the sanguinarean kingdom...soo you know..the usual thing that we do there..war and war..then after that...my brother and sister came to the kingdom..and they dont want to be noticed...i changed their name to Tara and Lex...and soo we live our lives bac to normal...this oart of my life is suppse ot be a secret..but wht secret anyways right??its just a imagenary world..it doesnt mean that people dont have one roght??..ok bac to the main part..life gets more and more complicated when you feel like traped in a cage..when you feel everything you do is wrong too..and when you friends trun on you..thats whats complicating my life soo much..and there is something inside me that is making my life walk to the darkness..and i dont know y...im alittle anxious about my life now...and being wht i am inside..makes it a little bit wors..but im still learning...oh well wht can i do right?its just fait that god gives to every human ever existed...people think im matured...but im not...i have and imagenary world that proves that im not matured just yet...hmm.oh well guest its unchangeable..

im confused by the world im entering now...

hmmm...everthing is making me wonder. im gonna be a vampire in 4 or 5 moths in time...i still need to know anything about the new demension in entering in a few months time..the onyl thing is im still waiting..all i get now for my transformation is..well a normal thing for starter vampires...the urge for blood...that just normal for an upcoming vampire...anly problem is..can i walk in the sun??if i can that would be cool...if i cant...that sucks...anyways...im gonnna be a careful vampire..ill be feeding on blood like almost forever and for the rest of my life..damn am i gonna miss all that sushi..haahaha...sigh....ill post again after this...even its kinda too short..it dont matter to me.