gosh!! my life is changing....

hey guys....i know...its been awhile since the last time i update this blog...and yea...my life is totaly changing....for now its not totaly changed into a new one that im expecting..its just changing alittle...well any teenager can change i mean....nobody stays the same right???? and anyways...i just wrote the topic coz i m blowing my head of for thinking wht to talk about in the blog of mine here....and again now im doin nothin just watching tv...and waiting for my friend to come ONLINE!!! and i know she is having trouble downloading her ym but.... OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SHE CAN ALWAYS USE HER YAHOO MAIL CHT!!! SHE JUST DRIVES ME CRAZY!!! she used it one y cant she use it again??? sheesh...short term memory lost i think....well anyways i watched the news and found out that MJ a.k.a micheal jackson is DEAD! ok i admit im not a big fan of micheal jackson...but one of his songs are cool enought to actualy entertain me....well he is a respected gentleman...and a king of pop...everyone in the world loves him......i mean the aldults though...the teens and kids these day never like 70's songs right....well i only like it alittle bit if im sick of hearing these modern songs...but he was a great singer and has alot of respect from all of the cool modern artist...and all the big no.1# fans cry when he died.... and man...the news kept on goin for 3 days! Y IS IT SUCH A BIG DEAL FOR THESE PEOPLE!!!!???

Im trying to cheer up my friend alex.....

hey guys..yes it true...im trying to cheer up my imagenary friend alex....she's feelin' anxious lately coz her true love hasnt been on...she's worried....and by the way....the story that i told you guys about in the last post was pretty much about alex herself....she is waiting with a bleeding heart...she waited in every moment pass by....im trying to cheer her up...by playing her favourite song called touch my hand ...but i guest i made her sadness worst....im sooo sad watching her sad....she loved the guy,that i wont tell you his name,soo much..like in the story in the last post,they are like a THING....like seriously...everytime they talk they'll say "i love you","i realy miss you","i realy wanted to see you if i could.....only we are seperated by different demensions" and all that sort of things that lovers say when they meet up....im also waiting for my friend zai...im wondering whts keeping her from being online on ym.....well who knows right..but i think its because of connection problem or something wrong with her comp.....but i text messeged her phone,but no reply...the reasonable explanation is....she maybe out of phone credits....hmmmm....yea i think thats the reason...but im soo anxious of seing alex in torture....well...ill keep on trying to make her feel better...since she's waiting with her bleeding heart....her heart aint strong enough to fight or do anything...i just hope no assasins try to kill her or try to release black ash again too...hopefully you guys comment on this....i know im kinda old to have an imagenary frind...but...wht can i do right....its my life anyways.....a life that's changing every second ......

She's waiting with a bleeding heart

hey guys...i came again to write this blog...ok....about the title of this blog...its just a story i thought of....well it just came into my head...soo i guess i would like to write the story here...its not too long anyway....just a preview....i think...ok the story is about two vampires fell in love....but they were saperated by demensions....the first vampire,who is a guy,named damon lived in a place called xuizon....and the other,named alex,lived in a place called gairon....they both fell in love through a connection...only i dint figure out wht that connection is...hee...soo they both were like a super couple...they loved each other sooo much....alex was a king...and damon was a gaurdian vampire....soo....its almost everytime...alex get hurt badly because of a war...she had to fight with her soldier...and then she got badly hurt....damon was worried about her condition, but alex said 'dont worry i'll be fine..' while she's not....her twin sister...named dawn....was also worried about her...she knew that alex has a badside that they called black ash...black ash gets stronger every minute...soo after alex had recovered....she's been connecting with damon alot...she loves him as damon loves her....damon loves her eventhough alex was the most inhuman vampire king ever existed.....damon knows there's goodness in her...and soo they keep on loving each other untill one day a were-rat came to alex's kingdom....she fought with it...but her necklace that she called the blood dragon was destroyed....then after that black ash was free....alex wasnt alex anymore...she was black ash...dawn was determined to save alex....but the thing that was disturbing her was...she hass to stabe alex's heart in oder to stop black ash...well she gotto do wht she gotto do..sooo dawn stabed alex's heart....alex lost alot of blood...that made damon worried about her....but he knew alex will be okey....alex's heart stoped 4 times...and dawn kept on trying to make her sister's heart work again...after a few hours....dawn succeded...and soo alex live...and kept on loving damon....ok thats all i got in mind this time...i realy dont know how it came to my mind....but i need you guys to comment on this one...need to know how good this thing is.....let me know y'alll...

Fierce night ever....

Hey guys.i know its been a long time since i ever wrote this blog..about a month ago...i think...well...i didnt havge the mood to write...soo...i cant write..have nothin to write anyway.....soo ok...my anger was like a nuclear bom waitting to explode...well last nigh was the worst explosion of anger ever....my body started to shake....my hands vibrate...and i think my mind was like...destroyed...it took me about 2 hours to calm down..well the combination of my nuclear anger bom is like...worriedness..anger..sadness...and the famous and greatest ingredient...frustration...soo i blew up....well i didnt actualy blow up like infront of my cousins like" AAAAAAAAARGH!!!!" i mean..they'll think im crazy or something..screaming without a reason...speaking of reasons...you guys must be wondering y last night was the most fierce night ever...well the reason is....is...is....nothin....hah! still i wont tell you about it,.,...ok fine im worried about a friend of mine....she's not well...soo...you know...(fake reason..)hah...anyways...i realy cant stop hearing the song called gravity hurts by neils brinck..the song is just soo damn awsome....new divide too...oh oh...and nickelback gotto be somebody..o yea...and crashed daughtry...oo yea onther one..ummm...wait...i think thats it..all of the songs are awsome...the song gotto be somebody is a song for me and a great friend of mine named....somebody you dont know.....yup...you know it,...i wont tell you he name of my great friend...if i did....some of you will be jelous....and i dont want that to happen dont i??well...atleats its my song...my blog so i can write wht ever i wish....heeee :)...just cant wait for my best friend zai to come back....coz...there's something my friend misses....and you dont have to know about it....peace yo! Hope the pic will freak you out....