the best raya ever...NOT!!

HOLA MY AMIGOS...well on last sunday way Raya day...and it was quite fun and emotional...like everybody cried when they're taking the money...anyways...i got about 300+ for this raya...though i spend the last day at my hometown write my head off...i even slept late when i was writing enerblood...i did it until my wrist aches but i kept on writing...hmmm...ok to be honest i dont know wht to write about today...and this year is the worst year ever....was it because this year the the year i turn 13...which is an unlucky number...or is it just me?? hmmm anyways im not that supersticious about unlucky numbers and all...but i think its just a coincedence...whatever...ok my cousins from Australia came and thier goin to be visiting KL this friday...and they will be goin back to Australia on monday...soo i gues we're goin out of the house alot starting from tomorrow night...and they're forced to sleep at 12 am which is about 2 am and their place...we're goin to shop our heads off...but not much for me..coz im not that shopping for clothes type of person..im more too shopping for books and shoes...ehehheeh...anyways...i dint do much at my hometown...we just visit houses and people visit ours...visit my grandpa's grave and everything thats necessary...the next day we did nothing except hangout...and blablabla...oh well...im going to relax myself and write enerblood...when i got the ideas...chao...

cousins from Australia...

good afternoon mates! sorry for the last shortest post i've ever posted....i dont have anything to write about since i already post alot of things in my diary...anyways...my cousins from Australia came.... suraya,the oldest one, got rid of her braces and she's taller than my mom now...amira, the second one, she's the same height as me..or so i thought...and last but not least, haris who is 12 years old and he looked like he was 13 same as me coz he's a few millimetres taller than me...everybody is currently at my hometown right now...haris has been playing with the kids...suraya...terrified by the movie ghost rider...i mean...that movie is just action...babies are watching it! anyways...amira looks a little drained of energy after thier loooong flight and today is the last day of the fasting month! Whoooooahooo! raya is tomorrow and cant wait to get the money...heheheheh...i thought of writing enerblood today but i dont have any ideas and the corwdness in this house is like...FULL....anyways,...thing i did today is just watched tv..talked with my Australian cousins..hang out...read..and play counterstrike for countless times..since its been along time since the last time i ever played that game...i currently suck at it..but its only a matter of time when my skills come back and start winning...there's not much i want to say for today...i'll post again later tonight or a few minutes later or anytime nesscesary...Chao!!

cousins from Australia...

the reason why im soo anti-social...

hola my amigos! i know its been such a long time since the last time i post in this blog,...i've been alittle busy posting my diary on another acount...eheheh nobody is going to know whts the link coz in that thing has a super top secret things about my life...well then lets get back to the topic shall we?? ok...it's currently the festive season and there's only 24 hours left for the fasting month...well..i dont mean that im excited for Hari raya to come though....the reason why im soooo darn anti-social is my family's habbit of insulting me...yup thats the thing...the way of reducing my anger before i really explode infront of my whole family is just keep a distance and keep my mouth shut...and the thing i hate the most in the festive season is when people started to come to my house...then my mom started to talk about me....the more she does that..the more i got anti-social and she balme me for it...sigh...i wish my life hadnt been this horrible...

What ever happens..i dont know...

helo my felow supernatural kids and humans that think logicly and never believes these things exist coz they're stupid! im here sad and wierd as always..just posting this blog with no matching topic..i mean WHO CARES!! wtv it is im seriously pist off! though like i told you before in the past full of secrets blogs.....im not gonna tell you what the hell im pist off at..its a top secret matter and you humans wont understand it anyways...alright lets just change the subject...talking about it or thinking about it just makes me explode...and i dont want to explode...alright lets just talk about today! well lets start at wht time i woke up...i woke up pretty late...about 11.45 coz i kinda waste my energy on being pist off since last night...i tried everthing i can to calm myself down....well i think you guys should be thinking this is the most regular thing for me to do and im still not use to it...the reason is coz i hate being mad...i just want peace and relaxation....and whenever im mad i just cant control it...everyday i waste my energy to control my anger...but everyday that control deceased and it became more and more harder to control...alright now im talking about anger again makes me more frustrated...sigh...well lets just change the subject...ok i dont know wht to do much today coz i just woke up an hour and 15 minutes ago and im still not done with my fuckin geo work yet and i have atleast 48 hours to complete it...thank god i only have to finnish up one more stinkin' part of that project...now im wondering for next year..i hope next year would be greater and my birthday for next year is better too....alright i admit there's just nothing much i could say today coz there's nothin i could talk about that wont pist me off....sigh..i just post again later today....when i have the mood too...

Who cares wht topic this is....

It's Wednesday now and i don't know why i feel alittle lucky and unlucky...mostly im lucky...i don't know what topic i wanna use today soo who cares what topic it is right?? ook as i was saying...the list of lucky things that happened is:

1.my geography teacher pend the due date of my unfinished project till next week.
2. my friend Anis helped me find some amazing ideas for my story.
3. the day felt faster than usual and school ended like nothing much had happened. which is soo cool..

ok i admit...there's not much of a lucky day....mostly unlucky but im seriously not goin to tell you wht the thing is...better forget the bad and remember the good...and soo i woke up late today..about 11.10 am coz i didnt get much sleep yesterday night..all because of my fuckin' Geo project..it's still not done yet...and im suppose to do it now but again im not in the mood and i forgot my Geo text book..( im torturing myself again) oh yea...thanks to my friend Anis, she helped me find a new name for a character in my story 'enerblood'.the name is Lyaris. and she got that from my own name...let me explain:

as you know my name is Alya Arisya..she got the idea from my middle name...
it started from the L-a from alya and ended it with A-r-i from arisya....

SO she combined the 5 letters and it became Lyaris...its a pretty cool and unique middle name...though im not sure if it is my middle name...anyways i like it alot...its unique and never heard of before...oook...it's currently 9.18 pm now...still totaly early and i really need to start my Geo work..but i don't know how the hell to do it soo i guess i should just start tomorrow....BTW to those who thought my name was Alex...its actually my nickname...but i would like it if some of you call me by that name coz there is ALOT of people that have the same name as i do...soo sometimes i get confused when people call the name...Ilya,my cool classmate, almost have the same pronunciation as i do...soo when people called her name...i thought they were calling me...soo....i think you know the situation...oh well this blog is getting longer than i thought..has'ta lue'ga amigos....Alexandra out!

the jonas brothers...a fan??

Am i a fan?? the same question just rotating through my mind..coz' i sometimes like their song..like the new one...give love a try...its really cool..and another 2 songs i like...tonight and paranoid...these songs are i best I've heard before...but im not a fan much....most you girls would be screaming their names if they ever perform in Malaysia....you know what....i dont even know why im talking about the Jonas brothers at the first place...im not a fan of them..but i gotta admit that Nick Jonas is a HOTTIE! he got dreamy eyes! and a beautiful voice.....not like Joe Jonas...he's such a macho guy...most of the girls are crazy about him....wait a minute....nobody is that crazy about Joe...mostly the crazyness just goes to Nick....yea....alright...im now officially 38.5463738% fan of the Jonas brothers....eheheheheh...ok...this is the first time i ever talked about artist in this blog....coz you know usually I'll just talk about fighting...killing...dreams...wierd stuff and anything that's necessary...this is the cause of boredness...since i feel like posting a new post...i tried to think of something to talk about...but my head was blank...then i decided to talk about the Jnas Brothers..coz i was hearing their song...sigh...im suppose to do my geography work but the thing is...I DONT KNOW HOE THE HELL TO DO IT! soo i just do anything i can now....im frustrated,bored and excited to go to school tomorrow coz im sick of sittin at home doin nothin...anyways this blog is gettin to long and im running out of ideas to write...oh well ill just post again tomorrow night...maybe..hasta luega amigos...Alex Out!

what's wrong with me??

Ola amigos...im back to write again since im S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y bored and i dont know wht to do....though im suppose to do my geography folio...but since im not in the mood...i decide to write this blog instead...(im just torturing myself..)..ok lets just get back to the topic...yea...something is definitely wrong with me....im starting to sleep seriously early!! i now...its not like you guys ever expect me to say...ehehhehe...coz its seriously unusual of me to sleep soo damn early like 10 pm...though to some of you guys it's pretty late but to me it's seriously early...late is like 3 am...but i never slept that late before...unless there's something seriously important for me to do...another thing thats wrong with me is...i think im becoming more feminine! AAAAAAARGH!!! i dont want to be feminine!! its soo wrong....well i just gotto except the fact that im growing and changing...oh well forget about that...another one thing thats weird is...for some reason....my dreams has become more and more realistic than ever....but only sometimes it happens...the others are like normal ones....mostly im enjoying the dreams no matter how wierd the dream gets...like i said in the last two post..dreams are just like a great entertainment to me...even nightmares....yea....im weird...the weirdest person ever and im proud of it! i did nothing fun much today....and NOBODY is online now....its sooo boring....oh well may be i'd better start on my folio before i have a MASSIVE amount of homework to do....later then...Alex out!

hmmm....im crazy!!

hey guys....as i always say in the starting of this blog...sorry i didnt post for so long..(though it's just been about a week). anyways..i just changed My blog template coz i got bored of the old one...its sooo plain borin'!and soo since i don't know what I'm going to talk about and now i do so just sit back and relax...(like anyone isnt or is) well i got a long way to go for my story 'enerblood'. i know..most of you guys think I'm not into the romance stuff...but people change so i like it a bit...and in my story, i decided to put some romance in there...since every story book i read,even adventure stories and what ever necessary, have romance in it..soo to me i think if you want more adventure in the story..romance is the way to do it...soo i thought that just a few love scenes would do...and most of the story are like fighting and killing coz' those things are my specialties. killing and fighting are dangerous right? but to me they're exciting and thrilling. everything that's dangerous or scary or violent, i consider it as a cool thing...like for a example im being watch by my enemies and im not scared about it...infact, im more excited and thrilled than terrifed or scared out of my pants.(i know ,most of you guys will think im alittle crazy or wierd but i am wht i am...its just how i role..).anyway this blog is getting too long...soo i'll post again next time...chao..