the reason why im soo anti-social...

hola my amigos! i know its been such a long time since the last time i post in this blog,...i've been alittle busy posting my diary on another acount...eheheh nobody is going to know whts the link coz in that thing has a super top secret things about my life...well then lets get back to the topic shall we?? ok...it's currently the festive season and there's only 24 hours left for the fasting month...well..i dont mean that im excited for Hari raya to come though....the reason why im soooo darn anti-social is my family's habbit of insulting me...yup thats the thing...the way of reducing my anger before i really explode infront of my whole family is just keep a distance and keep my mouth shut...and the thing i hate the most in the festive season is when people started to come to my house...then my mom started to talk about me....the more she does that..the more i got anti-social and she balme me for it...sigh...i wish my life hadnt been this horrible...