the leap of my dreams...

hey guys i wish you all a good day...alright i know...i kinda sound happy but i dint actually...i just sound that way but i don't really feel it...ok i finally bought my guitar...although it's just a secondhand acoustic guitar, it's still good to be played...yeap...that's the leap off my dreams...well you know I'm still waiting for my second dream to happen though i just thought off dropping it and throw it away in my dream grave...but...i'll just put the second dream a little lower from it use to be...possible things could be impossible...and impossible things can be possible no matter what soo i wont stop believing...i went to WangsaWalk with my mom today and bought the book called "diary of a wimpy kid" and it's really cool journal/diary type of story..just like vampire diaries...speaking of vampires...i bought another 400 page blank book to write enerblood on my point off view..you know...as if I'm the main character of the story...and i guess its easier for me to actually write it in my point of view...yea that's it...since i came to a dead end on the old version of enerblood..(which is a fighting scene that i can't really make out how to actually write it in an interesting way...) the thought of writing it all over again in my point of view just pop out and the thought of the book could be complete by the end of the year was really great with the idea...and i just hope it'll turn out that way...anyways...i wasn't planning on throwing all of my ideas on the old version out of the window just like a worthless trash...instead I'm just going to continue on writing it and ask my friends to read both of the versions and compare them if they can...oh and did i mention that i actually bought the guitar that I've been dreaming of?? uuuuh...yeah i did..ehehhehhe sorry about that..oh well i better get going and...uuuh...oh yeah almost forgot...to my best friends that went to the reunion...glad that you guys enjoyed your time...:)

2 nuns joke...really funnny!

here's a joke that my mom sent me from my email and its freakin' funny...hope you guys enjoy!!!


There were two nuns... One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM), and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent. SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It's not working. SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too. SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split.. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both. So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives. SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened! SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both,so he followed me SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then? SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could. SM: And? SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me SM: Oh, dear! What did you do? SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.. SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do? SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

SM: Oh, no! What happened then? SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down. And for those of you who thought it would be dirty,

I'll pray for you!

im okey!!!

Ola amigos!! whaddup??? ok you guys can complain that i didn't write for quite awhile....wait a minute...you cant!! ahahaha coz i just remembered i last wrote my blog a few days ago! isnt that funny??? well i know the joke doesn't even make any obvious sense...oh, well...who cares right...alright now lets get back to the topic today...i know you guys are wondering why the title of this post is 'im okay!'...well its because today, i didn't feel anything weird inside me...im totally a normal teenage girl happy with her life...im sooo glad...i, for the first time, didn't cause any trouble for the whole day!!! whoahooo isn't that great??? well i dont know if you guys should care about it coz i dont really mind if you don't but its a really gigantic deal for me...its kinda great to feel normal for the first time in this freakin' weird year...well...at least i get to feel normal just for awhile..i don't care if this is the first and the last time i will ever feel normal...maybe this would be the last time i would feel this way...the last normal day for the rest of my freakin'-awesome-exciting-weird-scary-dangerous life...well who cares...i absolutely don't care about it....much...you'll don't know the future...soo now im just saying that who knows wht will happen in the future....ookey..sooo yesterday wasn't that good..i got a stinkin B for English...i didn't take it that emotionally since i promised myself i wouldn't...but i was quite disappointed...since i never get a B for english before in my 13 years of school....oh well..what's done is done...i just have to forget the past now...next year is going to be a great and better year than this freakin' unamusing year....i have a good feeling..

the school ditcher does it again!!!

yes that's right....the school ditcher does it again!! I'm totally a school dither for the second time...muahahahahahahahaah....well..i really don't have the mood to actually attend school today since again i say...there's nothing to do...I'll die of boredom if i go....i really like that line..eheheh i don't know why....anyways...its currently 1.03 in the afternoon now...and I'm still in bed...well...to be precise i woke up at 11 am... then since my mom allowed me to bring her laptop here at my grandma's house, i just took my shower,ate my Snickers chocolate bar and straight away switched on the internet...well...thank go there's something for me to do...here in my not-so-private room....waiting for my friend to be online...and writing this post plus hearing music from my phone...oh yea..did i mentioned that Breaking Benjamin released their new album called 'dear agony' ?? well the songs in the album rocks!! like seriously...i never knew that they're this good..like really good...i wasn't their fan before...now I'm seriously am...the album is all about agony...since its called 'dear agony' all of the songs represent agony and sadness...one of my favourites is light's out. and god that song is SO extremely cool...its really suitable with the story vampire diaries...and yes i know...I'm addicted to vampires...i have to admit that...though if I'm not addicted to vampires...why in heaven's name am i wasting my time writing 'enerblood' for? am i right?anyways..this blog is getting too long..I'll be posting again if i don't know what I'm going to do later...

School Skipping muahahahhahahahah!

hola amigos! sorry i didnt post for sooo long...actually i cant remember the last time i posted before...oh well who cares....and sooo the final exam is over ( whoa hooooo!!!) and im totaly skipping school today...even though my math teacher is going to give out the math test results...and im soo freakin' nervous about it...another reason im skipping school today is because my brother and my other cousins arent going to school...soo i feel left out if i go to school..anyways...i know staying home would be much worst than being at school...but i want some relaxation today...and soo i'll just wait for my grandma to come back and we'll ask her to go out....(me and my cousin, syakir, i mean...) oh well..its currently 1.30 pm now...and i cant seem to find anything to do...coz...there's nothing to do...even the tv is all boring stuff...im just hearing music and all...onlining and everything necessary...im planning to write enerblood today...but i dont really have any ideas for the moment....i'll try to survive the boredness today...oh well at least im soo going to spend time with my mom tomorrow and go for tae kwon do training...