a possible week of boredom...but there's a chance it'll be alright.

hey guys...i won't say i had a great let alone good one...but i was satisefied for some obvious reason that im not sure of myself. heck i never am sure of anything nowadays. my nights is still the usual nightmare full nights. and i'm having a week off next week. plus i'm going to a short vacation with my family tomorrow. just relaxing our minds and everything necessary. there's not much i could tell...all i know is that i'm a little nervous about my oral presentation that's going to be happening in three weeks time...i'm going to do about my guitar...and i amd FREAKING nervous to actually sing in front of the whole class...i mean...i don't really have that of a good voice...but i'm still going to do it anyways...it's my only option...anyways...i'm going to write my story...since i need to take this opportunity to get to write after a long time...hehe...wish me luck...

week of terror....

yes..my dear reader...this week had been a week of terror...i mean, the teachers were totally taunting the students in my class with the previous exam results...im not saying it's a bad thing or anything but still it was full of terror! OK ok...i don't really know what to name the title so i just did a random one which is actually technically true...well...what i can tell you about this week that it's just fine...i guess... i could stop hanging out with max (the cat)because he's just sooo adorable! for a perverted cat at least...my nightmares hadn't gone away...for all i know is that it maybe wont..funny im not going crazy right now...a weaker soul would have be sent to an insane asylum months ago...im more curious about them instead of cursing them...it's ironic when i use the nightmares as an inspiration for a book im writing...aaaanyways...i can't figure out what i should do for my individual oral that maybe be on next week...i thought of playing Clarissa in front of the whole class...but i don't know...i have a serious stage fright to deal with...though, I've already wrote and composed a song for me to sing...aaaagrh....it is sooooo going to be embarrassing...but hey...i just have to do it anyway...well...sofiya IS coming over tomorrow to help me with the song...just in case it sounds lame...and it seems like im the only one who is going to do something like that...fooooh...sometimes...i feel like jumping off a buiding and save myself from all of this stress!!