my uncle's wedding turned out just fine...everybody got their food...everybody got the entertainment...everybody got the pictures with the newly wedded husband and wife...blablabla everybody's happy... i am too...kinda...
i fell asleep at the wrong time just now...if i was awake hero and i would've had the time to at least talk to each other...
but no...i just had to fall asleep no thanks to tiredness...damn i felt like my heart just got speared when i said hi and he just had to go....owh well...nothing i could do about that can i?
i smiled like i just got the best birthday present of my freaking life when he started to reply to my comments...huuh.....i seriously can't have hope sometimes ya know? im not blaming him at all for having to go...i totally understand...its just that my heart is too fragile that's all..i sometimes just need to strengthen it up...like now for instance...
whatever...i cant be selfish...he deserves the vacation so i better not let him worry (if you are worried hero, i'd kill you) im sure my sould doctor would fix me up....but sometimes...even the greatest doctor couldn't fix a heart...
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Sooo sorry I had to go... let's try tomorrow
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