idolizing things...

first off, i just noticed this is actually my third post for this day...huh...i guess im just following what other bloggers are doing...i mean...i was just randomly checking out people's blog last night...and yeah...they're all cool...the thing that caught me was that their post are just...WHOA...i mean..i don't really know how many time's they post everyday but seriously...i feel like my 104th post is nothing compared to theirs...

so i guess im just trying to follow their footsteps...and probably try to post as much as i can...even if i think nobody is reading this freaking blog...I mean im not known in this world of blogging...like heck i would...-__-

anyways...im looking out the imaginary window just thinking of what hero is doing right now...im sure its still morning there in London...hmmm...i dont really know why...but...i couldn't help but going on facebook and checking for him if he was online or messages from him for i don't know how many times now...including checking my phone every five minute and at the same time knowing there would be no messages for me...

wait, i told you about that phone thing...whatever...all im saying is i just miss him...feeling a little jet lagged...blablabla...and a sudden constant urge to just eat some creme brulee...seriously though, i think im high for that thing...its like...druggers with drugs...0_0..haha...whatever...

and for some reason my back ribs was hurting for the whole morning today...i dont really now why...probably its because i slept on the wrong side of the bed...i must somehow get my mindd off the fact of thinking those pains came from my nightmares...sigh...how much it truely anoys me when i think about it...why? b'cause im a naive girl...nothing much has gone around for the moment...i guess i'd stop now ^_^ PEACE OUT!

ps: i love you hero!